Freedom!

I feel so much better! The side effects of this chemo continue to be difficult, but I’m alive and I can breathe pretty well. There are times when I even forget about the cancer … something I previously hadn’t been able to do since every breath was a reminder.

I used to cough constantly – especially if I was talking. I couldn’t sing, shout, or even talk much since my voice wasn’t working. Walking – even part of a short block – at a brisk pace not only gave me shortness of breath, but started off coughing that wouldn’t stop for up to half an hour. Some evenings I wondered if I could make it up the stairs to my bedroom.

Right now I feel so free! I typically go the whole day without coughing. I can sing a little bit, and shout to my kids if I need to. I still suffer from shortness of breath, but not nearly like it was before: there’s a spring in my step!

free!

Yesterday I took our kids and some of their friends to the park. I cycled there, and together we formed quite the procession on bikes, scooters, a skateboard and roller blades! The kids had a blast at the park and I thoroughly enjoyed watching them and taking photo’s.

Even my chest x-ray last month showed improvement, and chest x-rays don’t show small changes! I am so very thankful for this new chemo and for the greatly improved health I’m enjoying!trying new things!

I have another chest x-ray and an appointment with my oncologist next week, and I am hoping we’ll be able to slightly reduce the meds I’m on and thus hopefully reduce the side effects.

I am so grateful for this freedom and energy, and I want to make the most of it!

I hope that you know deep freedom, and are living life to the full!

PS: Guess who we keep finding at the park … a gift that brings us joy!

Guess who we found at the park! IMG_1882 IMG_1886 IMG_1901

6 thoughts on “Freedom!

  1. Dear Jill
    I read through your blog last night after your husband pointed me to it. My heart was warmed as I read of your contented, humble trust in God. Your gratitude shines through. This is a wonderful testimony to God’s work as you face trials of many kinds.
    While each of our journeys are unique, I do feel quite a strong connection with you.
    We are both have an ALK+ non-small cell lung cancer. We are of similar age, with families. But most significantly we are brothers and sisters in Christ.
    I have a sister living in Ottowa. Her family are musical and Christian. It appears we also have connections to the lower Blue Mountains in Australia.
    We both took up blogging after being diagnosed with cancer.
    I look forward to sharing in your journey, praying for you and your family, and God-willing having you meet up with my sister.
    Blessings,
    Dave

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